梦，醒了。

今天，就像往常那样意味着如何可以过得更好。
很期待自己的改变，因为‘我’不可以成为现在的我。
每天带着自责的心态过活的我。受不了。。
难道我就只能停留在这里吗？
看着自己的失败，幻想自己的成功。
难道我只能有这样的角色吗？

究竟上帝要的我是怎样的？
我开始问上帝了。
因为我知道一直以来都靠自己去完成自己所要的。
我并没有顺服神。

神祂依然很爱我，这我知道。
我一次一次地跌倒，这也在祂的计划里。
我并不抱怨，因为把生命活出来是我做女儿的责任。

我。其实离我很远。
今晚我想尝试用部落格开始找回自己。
因为我不想逃避了。
因为我不想让身边的人伤心。
因为我不想再停留了。
因为我不想再回头看了。
因为我不想做别人要的标准。
我只想说梦，可以开始醒了。

* Last Minit *

*FAst break my bad habits OUT of my life!!*

OIOoh nOOo....
October dy wan finish le..i haven really start study!!!
now..there are many feeling in my mind...
thx for the supporting from GOD, darling, Dabian,family & my fellow buddies!!!
I will do my best..no matter wat's the result..
no regrets in life..no grumble..not to look bk..
GAMbateh bah, Helen!!!
Live it out bah! wat God wan us to be!! = -)

The moments with sheng..

smoked chicken burger.
1st time try it...jz ok..
nth special ohh..
cost rm 6.70 wif a coke.

they are hungry le i thk...

this is sheng...
he jz came bk frm kL to celebrate his 21st birth in miri..

we went to seasons to sing k~
waiting so long at imperial jz bcoz of
season season in the sun...

msg-ing someone..

photographer.

They are too high!!
woooooohhh~

Xiang wan ZzzzZzz lw..

it's his turn to sing le...
1st time sing k wif him...wahahah

Another day...
10.10.09 ( SPECIAL DAY )

im a gou zai..
hehe..

marrybrown's chicken chops..

yeah...start lur~~
u ar so happy today ar...


~Sheng's Birthday~

colourful of vege.

sheng is frying rice~~
we all lika sam pa lao~

kai lan fried rice

fried sotong

sweet & sour chicken

5.10.09 - durian festival.
my favourite fruit ehh!!
oh my god!
yummy^^

6.10.09- simple day in sch
weih...c ur face ther..dun hit me ar!
she was enjoying ths garlic bread..
thx for ur 'mooncake' too!

7.10.09- having dinner wif m.tan
at Sajian.
the satays quite nice!!



9.10.09- schooling

dear dabian..thz for ur support!!!
v touch of it!!
we 2 must jiayou together ya!!=)

Our unhealthy breakfast in sch..
hehehhe...
yummy!!!

huiping.....dun eat till show ur face like tat moh..
she dunno i snap on her..
hahha

tsin was enjoying..nice horr..

1 + 1

She jump till kick dao pigu..
+.+

So painful lar dui...
ur 'tie sha' hand...
so powerfull lar...watch up oh william~

ONE

TWO

THREE, JUMP!



9.10.09-A secret

dun snap on me..
later hui ping c dao=.=

wan vomit of this!

Happy Birthday to Katty!!! 4.10.09

katty's cake from m.sing..
jz look like a wedding cake..
quite special xia..


tat nite...we went to eat at new hua ge lou..
v nice! v Cheap! n v big portion!!!
cheap dao u cant believe...
hahahhahaha..

The dishes.

m.sing & Katty

waaa...paul n xiang..looks like v hungry ho..
slow n steady mar..
we all ate full2 lw..
all the dishes just for u 2 lar~


after tat, we went to taman awam to celebrate her birth..

Happy birthday to u....

everyone busy to capture the cake..
jz like the cake birthday..
m.sing...ur hand will tahan to hold mar..
hahha..

yeah...21st y.old lw..
wish u all the best!!

it' the time to open present...
dengdengdenngg...
tis is the ferris wheel lamp..
v special...bought from kl de oh..
will go around de~~
hope u like it!

lonely boys.

they are wonderring how to go down from the hill..